If I include this post, I have 266 blog posts in total for this lj.
That is a lot. And I noticed how my earlier (way early) posts were mostly about my days, how it went by, what happened to me and all. Then they got more and more reflective and less frequent. Hmm.

Anyway, I've decided to create a new lj. I started this since January 7, 2009, and now it's January 9, 2011. I'm not really big on change and all, but I don't usually use the same blog for two years! Nonetheless, I'll keep this open for my future me to stumble upon and ponder over.

Hi future Grace,
just so you know, I hope you've turned out really well and successful and great. And don't forget your favourite motivation: Life sucks, get over it. Oh and that you have God on your side, the victory is already yours.

Love, yourself (Jan 9, 2011)

 I never knew it took so much to be a dreamer. I don't think I'll ever be brave enough to do something out of the ordinary but maybe one day I just might surprise myself. The grass is always greener on the other side. The bright side.

 On the bright side, it's a new year!!!! (so called......)

My new year resolution for 2011:
BE NEAT.

Neatness is my nemesis. It's such a stereotypical thinking that all girls are neat. I DEEM IT UNTRUE.

And since I succeeded in last year's resolution (to hold the chop sticks the PROPER WAY), I shall attempt to stick to 2011's resolution!!!

Time for some dramaaaaa mamaaaa

 Yes I know a lot of things have been going on. People are like seasons. Seasons change and seasons cause changes too. I used to hate ignoring problems when I know they're there but recently it's been getting too tiring, too exhausting for me. So I guess I've finally understood why people choose the easiest way out. To run. Subtly for me. So subtly that even I don't realise what I'm doing sometimes.

Running is exhausting too, but it's less tiresome than facing the problem.

Sigh time to pick up the pieces, ponder upon whatever pandemonium my escapade has caused.